Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Hello 2009: A GREAT YEAR 风生水起啊~~~

Well, it's new year's eve again and I am doing my blogging as last year. Haha, seem like blogging is my yearly event like that... ok, why am I at home again? Well, this round is different than last year, last year i had the right event, the right crowd, but i had the wrong mood... this year, i really WANT to countdown but i just can't find the right crowd (maybe this is my another excuse, whatever...)

Rather than commenting on what had happened to me for the whole 2008 like my last post, I am more interested on what should I do or achieve for year 2009. I don't know, I think last year I was a bit moody or wat... Ok, I have a some ideas or targets that I want to achieve on year 2009 but too bad all of them are non work related at all, haha :D eh... wait... I still want to have business trip for year 2009, ok, then at least i have sth for my career :D

Well, I won't list down all of the plans that I have for 2009, but one of the main thing that I want to achive is to have a MUCH BETTER people relationship (not sure if this is the right word). Two main things to do: re-connect with old friends and expand my circle of contacts :D

Well, for me, 2009 will be all about me doing things that will make my life GREAT!!!

YaYa, I also wish to blog regularly rather than making it a yearly event, haha :D

Finally, wish every one A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR 风生水起啊~~~

*it's like got ppl is reading this blog, i don't think ppl know about the existence of this blog at all, haha...

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Hello 2008, treat me good please~ for the whole year

Ya, while all the people are having fun outside, busying shaking each other hands wishing happy new year, you are right, I am sitting in my room alone listening to 988. Ya, I do feel lonely and if my mood was there then I would go for the count down party at QE2 already. I don't know why I am so moodless to go for clubbing tonight... Ya, I really don't know why, I don't know why I am so not social and so moodless since the beginning of the last day of 2007.

For me, I don't know what is my feeling for 2007, it started pretty good and a couple of good things happened to me throughout the year.... but it ends really really badly... really badly emotionally... I guess some of the people knows what cause the bad ending... Ya, I lost one of my best friends a few weeks back SUDDENLY... I lost a friend that we were once very very close, I lost a good competition from all aspects of life... I lost someone to buzz when I am bored... someone that I can say those dirty words as dirty as I want to him... right now, sometimes I still need to remind myself that he is gone... and a few days ago, I being told that one of my coursemate in MMU (hi bye friend) died... I was speechless... The ending was just .... too much... so guys, live your life to fullness and try to keep in touch with your friends as much as possible although you have nothing to talk to them...

Anyway, there are still a couple of good things happened during 2007, at the beginning of the year, I am converted to permenant employee (still consider this as a good thing although I don't really feel the difference until the year end bonus comes few days ago). Then, I moved to a new house in Penang which is much better than my previous house in Penang and I got a bunch of housemates who are nice (some of them maybe reading this, so...).

For the best thing, I think it will be my first trip to US, it was the first time for me to go that far.... far.... far... I've been to a couple of places in California and I was able to make it to the Disneyland which has been my dream for so many years (I know it is weird for guys looking forward for Disneyland, at least I dare to admit that, hmmp!) I still remember last time (pre-school) when staying in rumah papan, watching a 14-icnh TV and suddenly I saw a very pretty place on the TV with the 'real' Mickey mouse walking around, since then I am very looking foward to Disneyland, until now, even I have been there once... anyway, one funny thing is, during that time, my impression on Disneyland is not the castle, but the giant silver ball, this big ball is actually at DisneyWorld (in the Epcot park), not Disneyland, so you can say that my dream is partially realized... haha.

So, these are the highlights and lowlights of 2007 for me that I can think of now.... blogging is so damn tired.... sleepy....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!