Ya, while all the people are having fun outside, busying shaking each other hands wishing happy new year, you are right, I am sitting in my room alone listening to 988. Ya, I do feel lonely and if my mood was there then I would go for the count down party at QE2 already. I don't know why I am so moodless to go for clubbing tonight... Ya, I really don't know why, I don't know why I am so not social and so moodless since the beginning of the last day of 2007.
For me, I don't know what is my feeling for 2007, it started pretty good and a couple of good things happened to me throughout the year.... but it ends really really badly... really badly emotionally... I guess some of the people knows what cause the bad ending... Ya, I lost one of my best friends a few weeks back SUDDENLY... I lost a friend that we were once very very close, I lost a good competition from all aspects of life... I lost someone to buzz when I am bored... someone that I can say those dirty words as dirty as I want to him... right now, sometimes I still need to remind myself that he is gone... and a few days ago, I being told that one of my coursemate in MMU (hi bye friend) died... I was speechless... The ending was just .... too much... so guys, live your life to fullness and try to keep in touch with your friends as much as possible although you have nothing to talk to them...
Anyway, there are still a couple of good things happened during 2007, at the beginning of the year, I am converted to permenant employee (still consider this as a good thing although I don't really feel the difference until the year end bonus comes few days ago). Then, I moved to a new house in Penang which is much better than my previous house in Penang and I got a bunch of housemates who are nice (some of them maybe reading this, so...).
For the best thing, I think it will be my first trip to US, it was the first time for me to go that far.... far.... far... I've been to a couple of places in California and I was able to make it to the Disneyland which has been my dream for so many years (I know it is weird for guys looking forward for Disneyland, at least I dare to admit that, hmmp!) I still remember last time (pre-school) when staying in rumah papan, watching a 14-icnh TV and suddenly I saw a very pretty place on the TV with the 'real' Mickey mouse walking around, since then I am very looking foward to Disneyland, until now, even I have been there once... anyway, one funny thing is, during that time, my impression on Disneyland is not the castle, but the giant silver ball, this big ball is actually at DisneyWorld (in the Epcot park), not Disneyland, so you can say that my dream is partially realized... haha.
So, these are the highlights and lowlights of 2007 for me that I can think of now.... blogging is so damn tired.... sleepy....
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
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